I am from thick ankles and steady determination. Stubborn Dutchmen, prairie dirt, waving wheat fields, night sounds that carried me away. Inkwells and Our Miss Brooks, Christmas tree tinsel that hurt your fillings when you chewed it, chicken pox and neighbors’ dogs, tiny bunnies rescued from furrows, my sister’s old prom dresses in a trunk in the upstairs hall. I am cherry trees and cherries for pitting. Pitched tents and new friends, prayer and questions, spelling bees and math, Annie-I-Over and hollyhocks. Sunday rollerskating on the basketball court. Ten-cent movies and Bit-o-Honeys, ditch ’em and long summer nights. An attic never opened, a basement too frequently explored, dust of Sunday explorations down long dirt roads. Small prairie towns and flights of fancy. Pretending my real self, while trying to be from where I was. Caught in a net with scissors. Cutting my way out. Taking any road elsewhere. A highway, a plane, a ship, an escape, a looking for, a finding, a losing, a continual origin story of my own making. Full breaths. Sinking in. Making memories. Remembering memories made for me. I am. I am becoming. What I was I still am. Self changing self and sinking back into self.
Wonderful.
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Thanks, Rugby.
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Well no matter where we may roam there is always a loving memory of home.
This popped up on my computer this morning and I enjoyed memories of that area, bet you will too.
https://www.bing.com/images/search?q=badlands+national+park&qpvt=badlands+national+park&form=IARRSM&first=1&scenario=ImageBasicHover
But don’t try to sing that sing the Metallica song, it sounds like scratching your fingernails on a blackboard~!
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I don’t remember ever seeing those balanced rocks in the Badlands, do you? What Metallica song are you referring to?
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No I do not remember this particular one. I did surface geology near the park area, but that was just too many years ago, and Hoodoo formations are rather common in the area. They are formed by hard sandstone or limestone overlay with softer rock underlying, through a combination of physical and chemical weathering. The most spectacular are in Utah.
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Sorry I missed the rest of your question….Not on purpose, but then my dislike of that type of music may have had something to do with it… Because you ask, the Metallica song is – “Wherever I May Roam”; in keeping with your poem. You may just want to read the lyrics to save your hearing, but you can also turn the volume down or put cotton in your ears and listen to it here:
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I don’t like the lyrics or the music..I got a headache after 2 minutes. Now why did you mention those lyrics? And how did you come to know that song if you hate their music???
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Oh I only need to hear such “tripe” one time, and the name stays with me~! Sorry about your headache,,,,, I knew not to listen to it; like I said it sounds like scratching your fingernails on a blackboard. I have been feeling down and once again you were my victim. Now I feel bad that I answered that question after all.
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Not trying to make you feel guilty..Headache was over as soon as it stopped. I hate songs with those long instrumental lead-ins, even when I like the music. I just want them to get on with it!
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aha loved your End.. more power to you..
https://serendipityofdreams.blogspot.com/2020/10/i-am.html
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Loved your poem..heartful and lovely.
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Tough as nails and a make it work attitude. That is what the folks from these areas sound like. And this is your heritage?
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Absolutely. Busy unless at rest.
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I need some of your motivation at times, Judy.
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So do I! ;o)
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Yes and how do you find it when you feel like that, Judy?
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I’ve learned to just rest and seek some relaxing activity. It doesn’t happen often. I like being busy.
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I used to be similar to you, but I have mellowed in retirement, I think. Meditation definitely helped me slow down.
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Gardening and pets are what slow me down a bit. And my hammock!
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Hammocks are wonderful places to relax. I loved mine but don’t have room for one now I have downsized and no tall shady trees either.
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We are both from what we came and from what we became.
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Incredibly deep and poignant!
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Fabulous poem, Judy. I remember when Christmas tree tinsel wasn’t plastic. We always reused it year to year until it was super crinkled and falling apart. We are what we were – so true. And we become as we are meant to be, if we’re lucky and have room to roam (in every sense, not necessarily just physically).
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We saved it, too, and my sister was so particular about getting it to hang straight.
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I love this piece, Judy. From the prompt “I come from”?
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I have two “I Am” poems. Could we have written to this prompt two different times? The other one is in the book that I’m editing it preparation to contacting the editor you told me about. Harriet and Blue have given good advice and their approval. I just always drag my feet over the “business” but I am editing and keep searching for more things trying to fill in the holes they found in the story.
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I’ve used a few things on my blog that I wrote in your workshops, Judy.
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Our Miss Brooks and tree tinsel!!! Love it!!
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Being a story in your own making in your case is a very good thing.
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I have pretty much finished another book on growing up in Murdo, Mary. It should be right up your alley. it is mainly family stories.
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This is amazing on so many levels. I am from those things too. I had forgotten about some of them.
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I’m not from Stubborn Dutchmen, but the Irish are stubborn, too. I can’t wait for your book!
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Can I post this on my blog or are you saving it for your book?
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It’s already been posted on my blog as has most of the book, so go ahead and post it as a reblog, with attribution..;o)
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