Staircase
I really did not mean to stare
when I saw you standing there,
but there was sunlight in your hair.
It was tangled. Your feet were bare.
It was a lovely sight and rare
as, seemingly without a care,
you stood above me on the stair.
And though I wished to, I didn’t dare
climb up to see how you might fare.
Instead, my wretched form I bore
down the staircase and out the door.
Since then, you are that thing of lore
that resides within my core.
I still remember what you wore.
I lie awake. I pace the floor––
trying nightly to restore
at one, at two, at three, at four––
the vision of you one time more.
I cannot work. I cannot eat.
I see your hair the hue of wheat,
your wrinkled dress, your naked feet,
and cannot help but feel defeat;
because even in ardor’s heat,
my courage to ascend and greet
thee, and to make my life replete,
never ascends above your street,
never accomplishes the feat.
And that is why I’m in your hall
wondering if I have the gall
to stand up brave and sure and tall
and ring your doorbell––to make the call.
I put my ear against your wall,
but I can hear no sound at all.
Indecision casts its gloomy pall.
I hesitate. I pause. I stall.
I do not shoot. I bounce the ball.
Though all my fears I seek to quell,
my words are prisoners in a cell,
and though I have rehearsed them well
and have the key to where they dwell,
my thoughts of what to say won’t gel.
I stand here in my private Hell.
A deathly dirge begins to knell.
I raise my hand. I ring the bell
and steel myself––this tale to tell.

Cor blimey! Wow! I’ll go to the bottom of the staircase! (whatever that means)
This is great!
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Thanks, Jane.
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I adore this one!
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I was going to make it into the shape of stair steps, but in your honor, I didn’t.
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Yes, too many superlatives from me but it’s great!
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Well, sincere superlatives there will never be too many of, Hirundine. I appreciate yours.
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Well that was just marvelous.
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Thanks, Bernadette.
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Again I’m just dumbfounded, Judy…
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You can turn everything into a poetry. Words just flow naturally. Enjoyed this one.
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I am so happy to encounter another soul who is not afraid of rhyming. This is masterful.
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Thanks, K. Things just seem to come more smoothly when I rhyme..Maybe because my mother and I used to make up funny rhymed poems when I was young. And my dad read Dr. Seuss to me.
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