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Life With Dogs

2:10 A.M., May 2, 2025
Dogs just woke me up ten minutes or so ago. Barking at some very very strange animal sound…I can’t even figure out what it might have been. Got Coco in but Morrie plugged up the space of the door so Zoey couldn’t get in. I let Morrie in through doggie domain but by then Zoey was down in garden again, barking. Finally got Zoey in my dropping treats into dishes in doggie domain and slammed the door.Now Zoey is locked in doggie domain and Morrie and Coco in bed with me with screens shut so they can’t get out through the bars of the security bars.  Now animal back again..strangest sound like a loud chirring..I don’t think a bird. What is it?
Now sounds like someone scrubbing something off a window glass. So strange.

Now a churring and a sort of wheezing and slight pounding. I cannot figure out what it is.
and a waaa waaa waa sound. Going on constantly now. What is it?:??”?????

02:58 AM
OMG now a screeching.. It is never going to stop. JUST WOKE up the dogs again. It’s kept me awake for nearly an hour.
Guess I have to go outside to see what it is.
I’ve shut doors so dogs can’t get out.
Coco is barking from inside the sliding glass door of my room..Now he’s jumped up on my lap. Silent outside

03:29 AM
I had to get up. I couldn’t breathe.
Looks for sure like I won’t go to the Writers group tomorrow. Perhaps I can go down to hammocks and sleep. It is at least quiet, finally, outside. Lights on terrace are on but would need to go out in the doggie domain to turn them off and don’t want to disturb Zoey.

Life with dogs!

3:49 AM

Finishing up this blog. Guess I’ll try to sleep on the sofa.

MYSTERY SOLVED!!!! Go HERE to discover who has been making all that strange noise.

Empty Nest

Empty Nest

“Open Morrie, open!” We pried our Scottie’s jaws apart to find a small bird whole inside his mouth, rain soaked and bedraggled, its tail feathers either gone or not yet grown in. For three days,  we sheltered the baby bird with heater on, taking him for feedings on the terrace table  where his father and mother could find him and return once or twice per hour to fill him up like a small mechanical bird purchased in the market who, when wound up, first hops, then sits dormant until fueled again.

This fledgling had survived under our care for three days and four nights, hale and hearty. Loud chirps brought the mother, at first, until yesterday, when we could see a new nest in construction. Then the  father came, first to a nearby rock, then later, clung to the side of the cage to fill his nestless chick like a small car from the fuel pump.

This morning dawned overcast, and though the chick needed feeding, when I neared the rock, I felt his tremors and took him back to the house for another 10 minutes warming, then tucked him into an old nest I’d found years ago and saved. I hoped for protection and warmth and security, perhaps a memory of the nest he’d fallen from. Then I carried him in his cage back to the tree to be fed.

From the hammock, far enough away to pose no threat, I watched the father’s descent and an ascent too quick. Then no return, so that when minutes later I searched the cage for the small bird tucked into that scavenged nest inside, I found the nest empty and one ruffled back against the cage bottom, claws curled upwards.

There is no difference equal to the difference between a body chirping—wings pulsing—and its empty husk after the life has left. No question bigger than: What is life that we can only see it through what it inhabits, and where does it go when it soars away?

For Fandango’s FOWC prompt: bedraggled.

Lost

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Lost

Lost my dolly, don’t know where.
She’s got no clothes and got no hair.
She’s somewhere out there lost and bare,
thinking that I do not care.

I’d go out looking, but don’t dare.
That babysitter over there
(My mother calls her our au pair)
came by foot and ship and air
from a country named Zaire
to sit here on her derriere
and watch me with her icy stare.

I open up our Frigidaire. 
Could my dolly be in there?
I climb up on a bedroom chair
and go through Mommy’s underwear.
I do not think that she would care.
I find my brother’s whistle there,

hidden in that lacy lair,
and think it really isn’t fair.
It’s every mother’s cruel nightmare.

My dolly isn’t anywhere!

 

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I had to stop the car to take this photo. I wish I knew the true story behind it. I can’t imagine any little girl throwing out her doll, and the lot was surrounded by a barbed wire fence. Someone must have tossed it in there. A mean boy? A jealous brother? Was it unwanted loot from a burglary? My mom and I once rode all the way back out to the dump from town to retrieve a doll’s head we’d thrown away. All the way home, we’d both been thinking about it, sitting there amidst coffee grounds and broken light bulbs. We had pulled into the garage when my mom turned to look at me and said, “Do you want to go back out and get that doll’s head?” I nodded. We did, and I have that head to this very day. If my mom had been with me, one or the other of us would have gotten through that barbed wire somehow. As it is, this image is the only part of the doll that I was able to rescue.

Love Stories

 

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What fewer love stories there would be if we could see their endings—so many middles of romances left unread by those who read their last pages first. When I remember each past first kiss, it is in a mirror half obscured by the future reflected in it. One love is forever caught underwater where it gasps for air. Another is ashes floating out in rings to touch the edges of a lake which is shrinking inward from its banks, as though in complicity to aid their settling along its edges. Another lies in small droplets of blood on a road where it was ambushed, too late to be a message of anything but regret for love that died before the lover and a lover who died too soon. There are all these deaths of loves—like a class for the unfortunates who, kept in after school, are made to trace their lines again and again in the belief that love is taught by repetition and that wisdom comes from practice.