Photo by my sister Patti Arnieri
Sweet Clover
Before our dad told us its real name,
we used to call it wild mustard.
What did we know about sweet clover except for its color
and that summer smell, cloying in its sugared perfume.
It filled the air and smothered the plains—
bright yellow and green where before
brown stubble had peeked through blown snow.
On these dry lands, what flowers there were
tended to be cash crops or cattle feed.
Sweet clover or alfalfa.
The twitching noses of baby rabbits brought home by my dad
as we proffered it to them by the handful.
Fragile chains we draped around our necks and wrists.
Bouquets for our mom
that wilted as fast as we could pick them.
Summers were sweet clover and sweet corn
and first sweethearts parked on country roads,
windows rolled down to the night air,
then quickly closed to the miller moths.
Heady kisses,
whispered confessions, declarations,
unkept promises.
What we found most in these first selfish loves
was ourselves.
The relief of being chosen
and assurance that all our parts worked.
Our lips accepting those pressures unacceptable
just the year before.
Regions we’d never had much congress with before
calling out for company.
That hard flutter
like a large moth determined to get out.
Finding to our surprise,
like the lyrics of a sixties song,
that our hearts could break, too.
Hot summer nights,
“U”ing Main,
cars full of boys honking
at cars full of girls.
Cokes at Mack’s cafe.
And over the whole town
that heavy ache of sweet clover.
Half promise, half memory.
A giant invisible hand
that covered summer.
The dVerse prompt today is to write a poem about a flower. Nice coincidence that I was working on this poem for a book about growing up in South Dakota and had just asked my sister if she had any photos of sweet clover. She did–and here are both the poem and the photo.
Another great photograph and poem. I love your sense of romance. When I think of mustard flowers, I think of yellow powder on my hands and clothes.
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A splendid consequence of the coincidence.
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Nice description of love and surprise: “Finding to our surprise,
like the lyrics of a sixties song,
that our hearts could break, too.”
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That’s the big surprise of adolescence, I think–that all these things will happen to even us!!
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A lovely poem and photo!
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Thanks, Linda.
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Sweet-smelling memories expressed in poignant imagery – beautiful, Judy!
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Sweet, in deed, and memory. Just in the reading, I inhaled summer. And with the line “…the witching noses of baby rabbits…” my hands felt it once more, that tiny fragile heartbeat humming in terror inside of exquisitely warm and seductive softness.
Two heart-breaker lines, for me: “..bouquets…wilted as fast as we could pick them.” (helluva metaphor) and “What we found most in these first selfish loves was ourselves.” (helluva Truth)
Thank you Judy!
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Exquisite nostalgic piece, where the sweet clover permeates like the sweet ache of remembering those times.
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