Forgotten Dreams
All night long I follow scripts written by some hand
perhaps belonging to a self that consciousness has banned.
Fresh from dreams, I feel released from tasks committed to
as I remember other jobs that I’m obliged to do.
Who knows if dreams are showing us those things we could have done—
those things we have forgotten with the dawning of the sun.
If only I remembered that world that fades away,
perhaps I’d face a very different sort of day.
Instead, I slip into the role my life has led me to,
like forcing naked feet into a more confining shoe.
I wonder if these dreams were brought to light if they’d show more
of potential lives where I live closer to my core.
Perhaps these stories I concoct, labelling them as lore,
are simply other lives I live on a lower floor.
When I descend into my dreams, maybe I go to ponder
all those other me’s whose gifts I have chosen to squander.
Could it be in death that I’m released to find a goal
in the bargain basement of the building of my soul—
to find another path where I may once more start a quest
towards a self just one step closer to my very best?
I love this Judy, I have pondered similar thoughts!
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From perusing your poetry over these past years, I seem to see that you’re putting it all together for a spectacular spurt in the last lap! I think they’ll be calling you a “sleeper.” 👌✨
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Hi Ana. I’ve been writing since I was 16 with a few lapses when I was too busy teaching writing to write myself, but you are right. For the past 13 years I’ve been writing every day and trying to collect past poems and stories into books. I have three in the works at the moment–two done and just waiting to be published. I feel such an urgent need to get them compiled. To leave some evidence on Earth that I existed, I guess. But also just a need to express.
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I also see the expressions themselves coming together into a message of wisdoms well worth receiving.
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Beautiful pondering
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