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Longing
This morning’s church bells’ constant bongings
woke me to familiar longings.
Coded as they were in dreams,
when I awoke, they split their seams
and spilled into my conscious thought.
Futile to yearn for what I’m not.
No longer young or lithe or trim,
no passions spilling from my brim.
No husband, mother, father, lover.
No guardians to watch and hover.
I’ve grown away from most of life,
connections severed as with a knife.
Still, I do not long for these.
I do not pray on bended knees
for what is past or what is lost,
for I know pining’s pain and cost.
My longing, now, is just to see
what life’s plot is left to me.
For Lens Artists Chanllenge, the prompt is “Longing.”
Judy, what a beautiful photo and thoughtful poetry. Very touching and heartfelt. Excellent post.
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Thanks, Egidio. Lots, still, in my life, but I think there is a value in aging and being more or less forced to turn from past more active things to affairs of the mind and one’s immediate surroundings.
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Amen, Judy!
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There are so many blogging friends of long duration I wish I could meet in person. Including, of course, you, Regina. –Judy (Suddenly, WP is wanting me to log in to leave a reply, so I’ll sign this lest they list me as Anonymous!!!
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Thank you, Judy. I agree.
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Beautiful 🌟💕
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Thanks, Kim.
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Well said Judy, and evocative for me, pavlovian bells and all.
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Thanks, PV…
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My pleasure Judy 🙂
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So beautifully expressed – an ode to adaptation
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Thanks, Derrick. It seems this might be your attitude as well.
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Absolutely
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A beautiful poem and attitude dear friend
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Thanks, Sadje…
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My pleasure
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Very beautiful pic of you
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Thanks, Sunil. I was at the beach over Thanksgiving two years ago and children kept coming up to us selling these wonderful animals. I couldn’t resist. By the end of the 4 days we were ther, I’d bought 13 assorted animals. These lions were my favorites. They’ve since all been given away.
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Thanks 🙏
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Oops.. I thought you were talking about a different photo..This is one I took of a visiting friend, as described in my comment to Leya above.
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What a beautiful poem, Judy, and picture too. Sad but beautiful.
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Thanks, Leya. That picture was taken in a huge field full of wildflowers near Tapalpa in Mexico. A wonderful day traveling with friends.
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Good memories to have!
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Superb post, Judy!
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Thanks, Sofia.
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