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Round upon Round

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The nourishing environments of still water and the forest floor both bloom in circular beauty.  Whether the tiny orange “flowers” were flowers, mushrooms or another type of fungus, I couldn’t determine and I was too far behind our guide to ask.  The forest floor is in a Lacandon Reserve in Chiapas, where one of the few remaining members of this purely Mayan village led us though the forest. The cycle of nature is clearly portrayed as life springs forth from decay.  The still pond is actually a still inlet of an Amazon River tributary in Peru.

Weekly Photo challenge: Bring together two of your photos into dialogue. What do they say to each other?

 

On Skype (After Midnight and 3 Margaritas)

The prompt:  Tell us about what happened the last time you were up early (or late…).

On Skype (After Midnight and 3 Margaritas)

She: maybe I need to take Frida (the Akita) to the snore doctor.
She: Perhaps she has sleep apnea. She sounds like a lion when she sleeps.
She: Have you ever heard her snore?
He: Yep.
She: Do you miss it?
He: Miss your zzzz’s
She: You miss my snores? Sweet.
She: I miss snoring for you.
He: That’s the first line of a poem.
She: I’ll write a poem starting with “I miss snoring for you,” if you will, too.
He.: I’ll try to remember to do so tomorrow.
She:
You Say You Miss My Snores

I miss snoring for you,
stepping on your shoe
when we don’t dance,
miss that glance
from your alternate self
you keep on a shelf
when you aren’t with me.
How can it be
that both of us choose
to leave our clues
in cyberspace
not face-to-face?
Alone together
with no tether,
our way
for today
perhaps forever
internetedly clever.

He: it just blows me away how you can come up with something like that, so achingly beautiful, in less than five minutes!
She: Ah. You inspire it.
He: I muse you whilst i amuse you
She: Ha. That is exactly it!
She: What you just said couldn’t have been said more succinctly or more briefly. It is the tweet
of poetry
She: sweet tweet of poetry—sweet bird of absurd

(After this, the conversation digressed.  No more shall be said.)

Update: “He” has written his version, as agreed. You can see it here.

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Poetry Competition: Help!!!!

I need to choose three poems to submit for a poetry competition. These are the 5 poems suggested by friends and bloggers as ones I should submit.  If you have the time, I would very much appreciate your telling me which three you would choose.  Or, if there is another poem that should be on the list, let me know.  I only have 3 days to do this.  Help!!!

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Poem # 1

The Prompt: Some words really sound like the thing they describe. Do you have an example of such a word? What do you think creates this effect?

I’ve Always loved the word “flutter,” which was the original title of this poem. What better word could be used to describe the motion of moth wings? The moth described in my poem, however, was noticeable because of its lack of flutter. It landed upon my computer screen like a magnetized object to metal and remained there for over two hours. The moth pictured in the poem is the actual moth. Tiny and green, it became part of my writing experience. Since it had chosen to remain in one position, directly on my screen, I was forced (by choice) to write around it, which could not help but influence the poem that resulted.

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Poem #2

The Prompt: Middle Seat—Your neighbor on the plane/bus/train is very chatty. Do you try to switch seats, go for a non-committal brief small talk, or make this person your new best friend?

Reading

The book I’d chosen for the plane ride
sat open on my lap
as the stranger on the plane
opened himself—
his life pulled leaf by leaf from his family tree.
His words came faltering and sputtering at first,
like water from a tap newly opened,
then rushed out cool and even,
telling of a life that was a richness
of jobs held, wives loved, children raised.
He is going back to Mexico for the Saint’s day
of the small pueblo where he was born.
The parade. The effigies. The life-sized Santos
standing in their boats to tour the lake like kings.
I’ve been to this celebration; and as he speaks,
I sit like an honored guest beside him,
reading my memory as well.
“Come,“ he tells me, giving me directions and a date.
I do not tell him I have been to that fiesta years ago.
“Perhaps,” I say, sliding his instructions to his family’s house
to form a bookmark in the book now closed upon my lap,
then go on, listening.
What were we born for
if it was not to read each other?
In the rush from the plane, that old man falls behind
and it is you I see as I come out into the world of Mexico,
leaving the plane ride, immigration and customs
in its place behind the swinging doors.
This flower that you give me is a mystery book.
I read it—stamen, pistil and corolla—
as well as the hand that holds it out to me
and then the warm embrace that you enfold me in.

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Poem #3

After NaPoWriMo was over last year, I missed the daily prompts and so asked friends and followers of my blog to send in topics. One friend asked me to write about my dogs and another suggested the topic of dreams. I combined their prompts in this poem.
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The Dogs Are Barking

They break the morning––a daily rite.
It’s just a warning. The dogs won’t bite.
Two strangers talk but pass unseen.
I doze, they walk, with a wall between.
I lie here posed between thought and sleep.
My eyes still closed, I’m swimming deep.
I resist the trip––that journey up––
preferring to sip from the dreaming cup
whose liquid darker and bitter thick
reveals a starker bailiwick
than schedules, crafts, menus, schemes.
Much finer draughts we quaff in dreams.
I try to sink back into sleep,
once more to drink of waters deep;
but the dogs still bark. They leap and pace.
My dreams too dark for this morning place.
Those dreams lie deep and intertwined,
wanting to creep back up my mind.
But its slippery slope is much inclined
and provides small hope that I will find
again, that world well out of sight
where truth lies curled, still holding tight––
as oysters cleave and then unfurl
with mighty heave, the priceless pearl
of that other mind that slips the knife
beneath the rind of our daily life.
Time is a brew of present, past
and future, too—whatever’s cast
to stew and steep the story rare
that’s buried deep in dreams laid bare.
Dreams are stories we tell ourselves
that draw our quarry to bookstore shelves.
Pinned to the page, they reach their height
and bring our sage self to the light.
But the dogs are barking. They’re hungry, cross.
When I rise to feed them, the poem is lost.

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Poem #4

The prompt: Write a poem making use of three of the five senses.

Moving the Divan

I don’t want to write a poem
using three of my five senses.
I want to move the large divan to a 45-degree angle
and throw away the love seat
to make room for another file cabinet
for my poetry.
It’s stacked all over,
stowed at least two times alphabetically
in boxes beneath my desk,
hidden in the custom headboard of my bed.

File cabinets fill the bottom of every closet.
I’ve come to cutting up poems to make collages
and selling them.
That’s how much I need another file cabinet.
So it’s either more poems in the future
or the love seat.
I don’t want to talk about
how the love seat smells.
It’s Jacaranda blooming time––
nothing smells like anything.
I will concede, however, that it is grained
like the crepe of my father’s neck––
like cowhide or whatever that leather is
that has impressions
like thousands of small rivers forming a network.
I don’t want to look up
exactly which leather it is on Google.
That one action
could divert me for at least an hour.
And I don‘t want to tell you any more about
what the loveseat is “like.”
I want to tell you that I bought it
when I found a pee stain on the fabric
of my old couch
after the last party a friend attended before he died.
I cleaned it, then sold it along with its larger brother
and bought a stain-proof leather sofa with matching loveseat.
I don’t want to worry about what friend sits where
or exclude anyone from my guest list on account of my divan.
This leather feels like hanging on to old friends for as long as you can.
This loveseat feels willing to be given up for poetry,
and I know exactly where it should go.
I want it to have a good life
in a coffee bar,
in the library section.
My loveseat will smell like espresso
and bear the crayon marks of children
who come to play there.
It will be made love on
by the young couple who
live upstairs.
It will have her homemade cheesecake crumbs
fall into its crevasses.
Its very fibers will soak up the music
that is played there
and the poetry that’s read there.
It will be worn out by life
instead of time.
It will predecease its matching full-sized sofa,
but it will be full of smells, textures, tastes and
when people sink into it, you will hear its sound––
that sigh of comfort or grunt of momentary
discomfort as knees bend in penance
for the comfort that is to come.
The rivers in the leather
will be smoothed out
by the bottoms of those
drinking espresso
and frappuccinos
and red wine and cerveza,
growing wider with the cheesecake,
settling in comfortably for conversation
and music and refreshment. Oh, and poetry.
And that, my friend, is how thinking about
rearranging furniture became poetry,
and how that very poem
may find a home.

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Poem # 5

The Prompt: Is there a cause—social, political, cultural, or other—you passionately believe in?

The cause I most believe in is getting in touch with your authentic and true inner voice. Would that more people involved in making decisions that will alter our world would do so. This poem is really about the creative process where, when done right, there is only truth. It is also about all the things that get in the way of this process.

Let There Be Light

My mind is a growling dog.
While I stew and fuss,
fulfilling lists,
she jumps the screendoor,
beckoning.
Rude me, to turn my back
on the only playmate
who wants to play
the same games I do
every day, every hour,
because I fear that initial
plodding through silt
page after page
in search of the stream
of words.
Sometimes boredom
yawns so wide
that I have to enter it,
to wander its inner closet
where for decades
only cobwebs
have stirred.
In some dark corner
where I spank the dog
or search the bedside table drawers
of a lover called out at midnight,
I find the river’s source,
but then
the phone
rings and I’m off
gathering crumbs from a forest path,
leaving lost children
stranded in their own story.
Stray puppies—I collect every one,
wild orange funnel flowers
and guava
washed in an afternoon kitchen
just before the invasion
of five o’clock sunlight.
All of them I carry back
to hidden places
to rub against each other
and ignite
into the language of this place
where life goes in,
plays dress-up,
but emerges
nude,
like poetry.
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If there is a different poem you think should be included, please let me know!  Just three days to do this!  Many Thanks for helping.  I value your opinion.

Please help

I need three poems for a competition and seek your help. Do you have a favorite poem I’ve published on my blog that you think I should submit? I can’t use one that has been published before, but if it is only on my blog, I can submit it if I take it off the blog and leave it off. So far, someone has suggested “When My Sister Plays the Piano,” but it was published in another publication so I can’t use it. Please, please give your thoughts. I’m hopeless at choosing what to wear and what to submit! — Judy

A Girl Like Me

The Prompt: What’s the best (or rather, worst) backhanded compliment you’ve ever received?

There was a guy in college who was the best friend of my best friend’s boyfriend. I had a crush on him but he never asked me out. Years later, I admitted this to my friend and she told me that he had told her boyfriend, “I want to marry a girl like Judy, but I don’t want to date one in college!” Hmmm. Want to speculate about what he meant?

Wise Thoughts Unsaid and Unremembered

Wise Thoughts Unsaid and Unremembered

The perfect reply that I hadn’t yet thought of
but figured out later? I have had a lot of;
but the problem is that now they still can’t be gotten,
for though once I had them, I now have forgotten!

It’s true.  Great retorts are jewels in the crown,
but truer that one has to write them all down!
And it’s best that you write them down lickety-splickly,
for though they come slowly, they seem to go quickly!


The Prompt:  We’ve all had exchanges where we came up with the perfect reply—ten minutes too late. Tell us what it was, being sure to sign off with your grand slam unused zinger!

Tunnelled

The Prompt: Tunnel Vision—You’ve been given the ability to build a magical tunnel that will quickly and secretly connect your home with the location of your choice — anywhere on Earth. Where’s the other end of your tunnel?

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The Tunnel

Wave after wave for watching and sand for walking on—
always in the darkness, just before the dawn.
It’s not the sun I’m looking for or surfing or for fishing.
A flat and quiet walk each morning is what I am wishing.

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I exercise by bending to see that special stone
the sea has freshly churned up, just for me alone.
Arrangements of sea weed, coral and a shell
create what is beautiful–not merely what will sell.

All of them are beautiful, exactly where they land—
perfectly arranged as by some artist’s hand.
Is it design or accident? The argument still rages,
removing us from this free place and putting us in cages.

It matters not who made it and matters less the reason.
Believe in God if that’s your thing, but doubting is not treason.
It is enough to have this place that I am drawn back to
winter after winter, to memorize the view.

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I fill up all my pockets with sticks and stones and  sand—
a tiny brittle  seahorse carried in my hand.
Gathering my treasures before the sun appears,
for all the sadnesses of life, my payment in arrears.

If I’d a magic tunnel to carry me away
to any place I wished for, for an hour or a day,
the beach is where I’d always go, the choice for me is easy—
before the sun is fully out, it’s shaded and it’s breezy.

My skin is pale and colorless.  It welcomes not the sun.
So when the fiery orb appears, my beach combing is done.
I can retreat onto the porch to ponder and observe
the menu that the day serves up—my visual hors d’oeuvre.

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To rearrange the treasures the sea has given me,
to fasten down forever what recently was free.
For art is just our method of sharing what we feel
and trying to communicate the things we know are real.

I am not talented with brush or clay or bronze or wood.
But when I was still tiny, I discovered that I could
rearrange whatever came within my grasp
and make a little tableaux that made my family gasp.

I’d sneak into the bathroom , to the medicine chest
and rearrange the bottles in the way that I found best.
My father would protest in vain to please leave his alone,
for I kept my eye peeled like a mongrel’s on a bone;
and if he moved a bottle or a razor from its place,
extreme agitation was written on my face.

So now that I am grown up and I can freely travel,
I can arrange lovely things in ways that don’t unravel.
I can glue down elements once I rearrange them
so no errant viewer can pick them up and change them.

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For Mother Nature’s hand is vast.  She has a billion fingers
for picking up and placing things, but then she never lingers
to insure they stay in place, for this she has no reason.
Those billion fingers rearrange season after season.

Every second, every day, she can continue freeing
all the things she has arranged—it is her reason for being.
But for mortals  with two hands and with less renown
It becomes important to try to pin things down.

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And so although my efforts may often seem absurd,
to fasten down each object, to write down every word;
it’s proof here of my being.  Evidence I am.
Part of me an artist, the other part a ham.

I want to be noticed.  Want for you to hear.
Want to be remembered when I’m no longer here.
I want to build a tunnel through poetry or art
so you can visit anytime what once was in my heart.
I may change by tomorrow. I will not always be.
But what I have created might live after me.

 (To see some more of my beachwalk assemblages, please click on this link:  Assemblages)

Misspoken

Drive-in Movie

My sister’s ex was one of those guys who aimed to impress.  From his baby blue Corvette Sting Ray to his multicolored shag carpet in his late-sixties/early-seventies “cool” apartment, he aimed to be smooth.  One night, we decided to go to the drive-in but didn’t know what was playing.  In this pre-computer era, there was just one solution to this.  He called the theater.  My sister was in the bathroom putting on her makeup and I had just arrived to pick them up; but from my location just inside the front door and hers in the bathroom, we both clearly heard him as he asked the question that quickly joined the annals of family history in the best gaffe category:  “Pardon me,” he said in his best “cool” voice.  “Can you tell me what time the next teacher farts?”

The Prompt: Uncanned Laughter—A misused word, a misremembered song lyric, a cream pie that just happened to be there: tell us about a time you (or someone else) said or did something unintentionally funny.

Wood Stalked (at the 45th Anniversary of Woodstock Celebration) August 16, 2014, Ajijic, Mexico

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The Prompt: Take a look at your bookcase. If you had enough free time, which book would be the first one you’d like to reread? Why?  My answer:  I would read Woodstock: Three Days that Rocked the World, and also dust off my Mastering the Tarot and I Ching books. For the reason why, please read below!

Wood Stalked
(at the “45th Anniversary of Woodstock” Celebration)
August 16, 2014, Ajijic, Mexico

45 years after Woodstock, all the hippies came back out to play
as the old folks all pulled out their tie-dye and folded their spandex away.
When we entered they gave us a name tag. Is this how they did it back then?
Did Janis consent to a name tag with her name neatly written in pen?
We sat in the shade at a table most far from the music by choice.
Regretting its decibel level and regretting its lack of a voice.
No Arlo, no Jimi, no Creedence. No Richie or Ravi Shankar.
Somehow I fear that the music was certainly quite under par.
I brought out the I Ching and Tarot. I thought it fit in with the age.
It had been a long time since such pastimes were considered to be all the rage.
Though I read off the Tarot to one friend and threw the I Ching with one more,
the party we got here at three for still hadn’t started by four.
Most had made a great effort with Afros or falls of long hair,
yet nobody ended up naked. Nobody ended up bare.
Most people sported a peace sign and many had felt tip tattoos;
and though no one lined up for the dance floor, everyone lined up for booze.
By five, thanks to fruit margaritas of mango or kiwi or cherry
the band began sounding much better and the vocalist sounded like Jerry!
Most folks flooded onto the dance floor to gyrate in front of the band
while I still remained at our table, arranging a new Tarot hand.
I dealt out the ten cards correctly after asking the question I wished—
willing to read my life’s menu of whatever providence dished.
My cards did not read as I wished them. They did not turn out to my taste.
Yet the final card said I’d be lucky, though I fear that I viewed it in haste.
As a crack split the air up above us and I heard a great crash on the ground,
Everyone looked up from tables to see what had made such a sound.
Then people began to rush over and I, too, looked in back of me
to discover a huge branch had fallen from the very top part of our tree.
The branch that had fallen was heavy as a twenty foot branch may well be,
and this branch that had fallen just seconds ago had gone down only inches from me!
If I had been two inches nearer, I probably would now be dead,
for the branch that came down in such furor must have passed just that close to my head!!!
I folded the Tarot cards up then and tucked my I Ching coins away.
I’d had all the luck that I needed, for I had survived one more day.

(For an Addendum to this poem, go Here.)

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